Tired

Its been two days and I'm totally beat. There are tonnes of schoolwork and school activities to be juggled simultaneously. Next week is the School's Sport Day and I can't skip it (like I used to every year) as I'm one of the commander who gonna represent my uniform unit *sigh* Too much responsibility...

For two days I never had any decent lunch. Yesterday I didn't eat anything for lunch since I was rushing and today I only had two small donuts and a tiny chocolate with marshmallow filling pie. I was hungry... T_T

Tomorrow I have to help my teacher to organise our routine for the marching but before that, I have to attend my weekly club meeting. Looks like I gonna skip lunch again :'(

I dunno why but a particular classmate was getting on my nerves this morning. I don't hate her, just dislike. I found her to be very nosey about my business.

I hate sexual harassment!!! It happened again today. These guys were harassing me by saying explicit words when I walk passed them. Three words, GET A LIFE. Such lowly pick-up lines only work for desperate ones. Don't expect you would catch my attention by doing so. The fact that I'm being indifferent most of the time is obviously because I dislike people treating me with such manner >:(

Competition

After school there was a Scrabble Competition going on. I participated on the last minute and was lucky to get a sit in the match. I'm up against the neighbouring classmates and I won :D

I can go to the final ^^

Since the competition was held right after school, I couldn't get any lunch hence, I was partially hungry during the match XP

Stuffed

I ate a lot today...^^

For breakfast I had a burger and hot chocolate. Arrived at school, a good friend of mine invited me to have some donuts. During recess, I ate another burger. I was so stuffed and in really need to go to the bathroom to do "you know what" XD 

But the school's bathroom is very dirty and yucky so I lost the intention...lol.

Anguish

I'm still worried about my MUET exam yesterday... . While following my parents on our weekly grocery shopping just now, my head was mostly preoccupied with the thoughts of "what if I get Band 3?" and "did I answered the essay part correctly?" I totally don't enjoyed the shopping especially when I knew next week we won't be having any crabs or midin :/

I'm so gonna repeat if I really get Band 3 >:(

Junk Food Shopping

My parents and I went to Tabuan Jaya to buy my food supply for school. Overall, I think I bought a lot of junk food e.g. chips, chocolate coated peanuts, sugar coated peanuts, sweet biscuits, etc XP

Before going back, we stop by a bakery to buy my dinner, an egg tart :) a sweet corn bun and bread. 

T_T

My worst fear has come true. Those were the hardest questions I even answered in my whole life. I'm not sure whether I can get band 5 like I did in the trial. It seemed so far-fetch since I didn't do very well in the real one just now *sigh* If I get band 4, I'll be content because I don't wanna repeat!!! Its so stressful D:

Anxiety

Finally it came. The real MUET examination. I'm so worried right now especially for the Writing Test. What if everything I wrote was out of topic? What if I don't understand the question? What if I don't have enough time to finish all of it?...I'm so worried!!! :'(

T_T Bye. 

On Leave

I'm absent from school today. Nope, I didn't do it not purpose. I'm down with a slight fever :( Mommy and Daddy said its okay to take a leave for today. It vexes me to know I gonna miss a couple of lessons especially General Study T_T 

I know I should go to school, but if my health deteriorate any further and I'm down with a high fever, I can't concentrate on my MUET tomorrow. Yup, its the real MUET test. Hopefully, I can answer all of it :)

Sick

I don't feel so good. I feel like I'm gonna go down with a fever T_T Maybe its because of the horrible weather recently... Its just too hot :(

I can't go out without getting sunburn *sigh* The outdoor scares me :/ Even in school, I spent most of my time in the class and only went out to go to the washroom or if I really had to.

...

...The routine continues XD

MUET Trial Results

I was surprised to know I did very well in the trial :O

Hopefully, I'll do the same or even better in the real one :)

Bad News

I discovered I have an ulcer in the back of my mouth T_T

Maybe I should stop taking fry food for a while... :(

Busy

Our MUET teacher commented our performance in the Speaking Test. She said overall, everyone was okay but a few still needed more intensive practices. 

I spent most of my time today by doing some discussion with my partner about our Business Study folio. We decided to write about a bakery which specialized in gourmet pastry :) Everything was interesting but it got tougher in the calculation part. There sure is a lot of effort to open a small shop D:

^^

I've finished my essay and there's still two more schoolwork to go...^^ The essay suppose to be around 650-700 words but I went overboard by writing 747 words...lol. 

Tired

Work, work and more work... It'll never end and its driving me nuts!!! >:(

I'm tired of it. So much schoolwork and yet so little time, arggghhhh...

Lets see, I have :

-  Malay Language essay (due on Monday)

-  Business Study folio (due in a week)

-  Business Study Paper 1, Chapter 3 short notes (due on the 31st of April)

There's still a lot time left but according to Jodie's clock, there's only around 72 hours left & I must (...MUST) finish everything within that duration. 

Hmm...Form 6 is really tough (and tiring) or maybe its just me, who make myself stressful?  :/

Enough with that, now lets see...how was my day? :)

I went to school since there was a substitute schooling day. It was half boring. The principal make today into The Annual Sport Day. My friends & I watched some sport events before went into our classroom to take a quick nap. Half an hour later, go home time! (my favourite part) ^^

MUET II

The Writing & Reading Test was difficult. The time given was too short (for me) and left little space for imagination session XP

But I enjoyed the Listening Test ^^ Its so funny. How do you spell "Balasinghgam"? It is suppose to be "Bala Singhgam" or "Valasinghgam"? I have no idea... XD

MUET

The Speaking Test was okay, I think. There were 2 examiners who would evaluate our language, pronuntiation and so on. The male teacher was all smiling and friendly while the female teacher looked so tense and haunting. Her glare looked like it can paralyse or maybe kill anyone...instantly T_T

Personally, I can see the female teacher was emitting evil aura around her :O Its because everytime I turn to her while writing my draft, my head just turn blank and I forgot what I'm supposed to write...*sob, sob* T_T

I thought I was the only one who felt it but to my surprise, my other partners felt the same way too. We went to our quarantine room and talked about it with the other groups. They too experinced the same thing...scary. 

I wonder if I pass this test? Hmm...time to ponder *sigh*

Empty

There was just 7 of us in class today. The rest went to compete in the Inter-school Sketch Competition at SMK Paku, Bau. 

All the teachers that went into our class suggested that we do our own work since there were far too less students present and we practically spent most of our time chit chatting to pass the time :D

During Business Study class, a MUET teacher from the neighbouring class came and told us our Speaking Test will be conducted tomorrow. Everyone was surprise. We all thought tomorrow suppose to be Writing Test. Mmm...I'll do my best!!! >:)

Meeting

I had my Sport Team meeting before recess today. I'm currently in the Blue Team a.k.a The Loser (every year, they will get the last spot... T_T). It was the other way around in my former school; Blue Team is the champion for every year.

I like my today's packed lunch. It was french fries ♥ I tried out the new flavour ice-cream sold at school too. I gave it a 7 out of 10. 

Absenties

Everyone was in a foul mood today. Maybe its because some schools took a day off and our school didn't *annoyed* but there are still students who took a leave by themselves. I wish I could do that (...without Mommy skinning me alive) XP

I swept the floor all by myself this morning since my partner was absent. Luckily, a saviour came and helped me. Personally I think he helped me because he can't stand having all the fans off for too long XD but I still appreciate it. Thank you!!! :D

Anyway, I like today ^^ There's no schoolwork... I'm partially free as a limped bird, lol... I wish everyday will be like this (in my dream).

Sunday

I'm so tired...not because I was doing something. Its because I didn't do anything :<

My Sunday schedule usually consist of;

-  watching Spongebob Squarepants with Daddy

-  internet

-  iron my school uniforms

-  reorganizing my school stuff (optional)

-  more internet...

-  watch Japanese/Chinese drama 

-  internet again

-  sleep

Hahaha...when will I put the word "revision" in my Sunday schedule? XP

Urine

As usual, I followed my parents to our weekly grocery shopping. Next week menu will consist of chicken *sigh* Truthfully, I prefer pork...

I witnessed something disgusting just now. Daddy & I were on our way to the chicken shop. Since there was no vacant parking space near the shop, Daddy had to park somewhere near an eatery centre. As we walk passed this eatery, I saw the most disgusting and the most horrific sight ever seen at an eatery. At time particular table ,there sat a guy and his girlfriend/wife with a puppy (a rottweiler to be specific). This guy was patting his puppy which was under the table. Then...I saw it...the puppy was urinating *gross* while his girlfriend/wife was enjoying her meal... A few minutes later after we done with our chicken shopping, we passed the crime scene again. It was drenched with urine... Mommy was almost vomit XD The suspects changed their sitting area away from the crime scene. Beside the crime scene sat a family & I saw this woman was happily enjoying her noodle without realizing the water under their table was actually urine XS

Tonight I think Mommy and Daddy wanna go to Kampung. It haven't been confirmed yet though...

DSLR

I was worried about having no friend when I went to the Kingdom Hall yesterday but it turn out I do have a friend and its Bianca. I was relieved. I thought I gonna sat alone all by myself... T_T 

Bianca & I sat together during memorial and the hall was super cold :S After the memorial ended, we quickly went out (both of us were freezing). She went back a few minutes later leaving me alone... D: Luckily a lady (I forgotten her name) went to me and we talked ^^ She told me to study hard for STPM. Geez...thanks, everyone was really nice. I'm glad I came :D

Upon reaching home, Daddy asked me to take some photos of him holding his guitar XP The best part was he taught me how to use his DSLR :) 

My background looked horrible. Books and papers were everywhere XD

Overall, I think DSLR is super cool ♥ but a little difficult to manuver and heavy (the words of an amateur...hahaha) 

Today was boring. My parents and I spent the whole day at home. I was finishing my MUET essay the whole morning while Daddy did some general cleaning. Mommy on the other hand was watching tv. After lunch, all of us slept and thats about it. I still got my General Study exercise to be done. I think I'll finish it later... :)

Memorial

Just because of one person, the rest suffer as well...Hmm, I guessed thats how collective decision felt like and it ain't sweet *sigh*

Well, its about yesterday incident. Madam R decided to take her revenge of this girl...well, to be exact, all of us. She forced us to do some execises and must submit it before the bell rang. Whoever didn't finish can't go back T_T (I was one of them...uwaaa...)

Tonight is a very special occasion for us, Jehovah's Witnesses. It is the anniversary of Jesus' death. Each year, Jehovah's Witnesses mark this anniversary with a simple ceremony after sundown. Everyone is invited :) Lets join us in remembering the most important occasion in history.

I've not been to Kingdom Hall for a very long time and tonight is very important for me ^^

Superstition

Annoying guy was still bugging me and my friend but this time, its about the windows... *sigh* Why can't he just leave us alone and if he's so busy about it, why don't he wipe the windows himself?! 

Something bad happened during Business Study. Our teacher, Madam R said that whoever wasn't interested in studying her subject can sit at the back but on one condition, they were not allowed to make any noise that can disturb the others. So as usual, the same group of students will sat at the back & started chit chating and doing their own business but I guessed today they went a bit off the line. Our teacher snapped and began scolding the two of them. One of them kept quiet but the other talked back. Our teacher got angrier, packed her books and dashed out leaving everyone speechless. All of us were looking at each other... :x

Hmm... I predict she gonna fail her Business paper definitely if she doesn't apologise. Why? I witnessed a same case like her's a few years back. Scary... (I don't wanna go into details about that) :O

I guess when a teacher scold you, never ever talk back if you don't wanna be cursed. I mean, every word that comes out of a teacher's mouth is like a prayer for you and once he/she started to hate you, he/she gonna cursed you. This curse is very unhealthy especially when you're in an examination class. Who knows if he/she curse you to fail your examination? Then, you'll be doomed for the rest of your life... Therefore, no matter how much you dislike or hate a certain teacher, never show it in front of them. Always know the consequences to your every action. 

I know its sound so superstitious but I do live by that rule...XP

Eyes

My eyes are still reddish but its about 60% cured. These past few days Mommy was nagging me to not scratch my eyes or else I gonna use a cane in the future (...so mean) XP

At night my eyes are so ithy and I can't help but to scratch it :S I also noticed I can't stare at the computer for a long time like I used to. Now I find my eyes will feel very tired and dry after a 30 minutes of exposure. 

Today was okay. Assembly was sucked as usual. The teachers were repeating the same thing over and over again... My friends' team won a place in the recently organized marathon and were given a hamper :) They shared it with all of us in class :D The best part was while waiting for the teacher to come, we did a food party & continued to eat while the teacher wasn't looking XD

There were candies, chips and cakes ^^

Memories

  I found this old photo of me and my friend, Aaron in Beatrice's facebook just now ♥ 

Ah~ those were the days...I wish I could go back in time when I was in Form 3. 

That was the best time of my life...^^ 

After Form 3, everyone went to their separate paths leaving me all alone T_T 

I miss everyone especially Beatrice...

Work Hard

My form teacher gave us a statistic about our marks and ranking today. Overall, I got... *drum rolls*

General Study     - B

Malay Language  - B

History                  - B

Business Study    - C

Rank : 2/25

Hmm...I'm not really satisfied with it but oh well, no fail paper *big smile* My current goal would be an A for Malay Language, B+ for History and General Study and a B for Business Study :)

Something pisses me off today. This guy was scarcastically calling me and my friend to do our duty (sweeping). Me and my friend, we knew its suppose to be our turn but we rebel and didn't do it. Why? Its because every time when its our turn to sweep, this guy will start ordering us around like he's the class monitor (which he is so not) but when its HIS friends' turn, he didn't make a single sound and the best part is they don't even bother to sweep. The class was left dirty for the whole day. I was like, annoyed much? I mean, why should me and my friend sweep when they didn't do their part as well? So unfair...*sulk*

I just noticed something. I was blabbering about porks in my last two posts...lol. 

Tonight Mommy gonna cook sweet and sour tiger prawns. I can't wait ^^

Ham

I went to a shop specialized in selling pork yesterday. 

I would call that place the heaven of pork.

They sold everything from pork loin, pork ribs, frozen char siu pork to pork intestines *slowly fainted*

I even found something cool; pork patty ^^

Beef burger, boring...chicken burger, so yesterday...pork burger, I must try that!!! :D

Saturday Life

I woke up, had breakfast and followed my parents went for our weekly grocery shopping. It was raining and very cold. 

Bought some kuih(s) and some turned out to be spoilt. Mommy had to throw it out (waste of money...) Stupid kuih seller. Remind me not to buy their kuih in the future >:(

Mommy asked Daddy to buy some chicken. Chicken price supposed to be dropped but these tricky chicken seller didn't changed their prices. They didn't put any price tag to avoid being caught by the authorities. Daddy decided not to buy so I suggested that we should buy pork instead. Hence, Daddy & I went to the pork section to buy pork. I guess this week menu will consists of pork? ^^ Love it ♥

In the evening, we went scrolling. I wanted to buy some graph paper since my stocks are running low. On our way passing this particular shop, I saw this cool looking belt that is totally a must have :D

So cool... I must have it :)

Medicine

Daddy bought me an eye drop yesterday.  

My dinner. Mommy told Daddy not to cook them too spicy since I got red eyes. According to Mommy, spicy food tend to worsen the redness. 

p/s: I'm so in need of a new camera :(

Weekend Schoolwork

I usually finished my schoolwook immediently after it was given but recently I developed(?!) a very bad habit of pilling them up and do it at the last hour *sigh* 

This week's schoolwork:

-  Muet essay

-  Business Study execise

-  Malay Language execise

Good news *drum roll* My hardwork pays off. I'm the first runner-up in class :) with no fail papers of course ^^

Redness

I went to school as usual today but when I came in, everyone were like, "whats wrong with yours eyes?", "why does your eyes look so red?" and "did you contracted an eye infection?"

I was totally oblivious about it so I took a piece of mirror & found my eyes look totally red! T^T

I thought maybe I subconsciously scratched my eyes during sleep or maybe I was just tired. I tried sleeping in class (...lol) but woke up only to find my eyes were getting worst. 

My eyes were red for the entire day... T_T

Orientation

Today I went for the PERTENAM meeting in the afternoon after class. All of Form 6 should be present but unfortunately, only 3 person from our class (including me) could make it. The others; they went to visit the girl who lost her father 2 days ago to wish her and her family condolence.

All of us were divided in groups & was ensigned a certain duty according to our group for the Lower Six upcoming orientation week :)

I can't wait for the juniors to come ^^

p/s: people who celebrate April Fool are retarded