I Like...

Holiday is out and its time to partay!!! :D I can do whatever I want and there's no rule or regulation to abide me anymore *evil grin*

These are some things I like at the moment :P

Lets see, nails. I want my nails to look like this :) So pretty :D

I want to do something about my hair. I wanna dye it but then again, I haven't thought about the colour or what style I wanna go for... .

Bikini. I dunno when I gonna wear them but I think I should have one ^^ Purple or orange ones just look oh so hot :D

Being thin. I'm already thin but I want to be thinner. I love those runway models' figures especially Victoria Secrets' models. I think super skinny is hawt :>

Moisturiser. I think Melilea Revitalizing Cream is not as bad as I thought before. I mean, it does moisturise my face and after a few days, I do noticed my face look smoother and fairer. The down side is that this cream is "heavy" and your face will feel very greasy upon application. It doesn't end there because the greasiness will continue for hours. I also dislike the strong floral smell. Sometimes I'm totally choked by the smell x_x This product is probably more suitable for those with dry skin. After I finish the jar, I'm gonna be adventurous and try a few products I have in mind ^^

Make ups. Hmm... I dunno why but I'm not really obsessed like I used to about make ups anymore. I think having a couple of lipsticks shades, a lip gloss, foundation and a compact powder will do the trick at the moment. I'll try to upgrade my make ups after I get over my skin care obsession :P

I like Russian names. I like the spelling and the way you pronouns it. I particularly like the name Ilya. Hopefully someday I'll meet a gorgeous Russian guy with that name XP

2 Days Ago Cum Today

Today

I wanna go out but Sis said she wanna take a rest today :/

Anyway, I miss blogging so much. Ever since STPM started, my whole world turn dark and scary. Never a day I feel carefree nor happy as I can only experienced anxiety. In my mind there will always linger thoughts of "can I score my papers?", "what if I fail a certain subject?", "did I wrote the correct answers?", "will I able to go to a university?", "will the markers understand what I've wrote?" and "what will I do if I didn't exceed my parents, teachers and my own expectation?".

I suffered a lot of emotional breakdowns during my History paper 1. Its all happened because I was careless. I didn't read the whole questions and ended up answering one of the hardest questions whereas the easiest question was just below a couple of paragraphs. I spent a week of weeping. I mean, I cried while studying for other subjects, while eating, bathing and even watching tv while eating a certain fruit which I can't recall with Mommy. Everything was so messed up. Eventually I got over it but I do admit I'm still worried about the outcome.

Sunday

Time to relax and replenish~ :>

Saturday

My parents, Sis and I went grocery shopping in the morning. Vegetables were expensive during the rainy season so Daddy and Mommy opted buying only the necessities. After the shopping, Daddy tapau Kolo Mee and we had it for breakfast at home :)

Around noon after lunch, we went strolling at E-Mart. Sis bought a towel. Me, nothing XD Daddy said its way to early to buy my university stuff yet. We met our aunt and cousin too. Its been ages since we last saw them (I mean me. I don't even recognised them... ><). After E-Mart, we went to Sunday (a.k.a Saturday) Market. Daddy went searching for crabs but couldn't find any good ones hence, ended up buying cockles instead. My Sis and I on the other hand went to an Apam Balik stall to buy what else? Apam Balik of course ^^ We couldn't find the regular size apam so we just went for the small one. After Sis placed our order, I spotted the regular Apam's stall a few yards away. I told Sis to cancel our order. Sis didn't dare so I had to tell the hawker myself. After we left, a boy (I think he's related to the hawker) jeered and make fun of me >:(

Hmph... I never buy their Apam Balik again >:(