Bummer

I'm gonna sit for my exam tomorrow and guess what? I'm down with a fever right now...oh great wargghh!!! D: Hopefully I'm cure by tomorrow >:x

Thanks for the wishes, Fifi *xoxo*

Huaaa~

I'M SO SCARED!!!~ T_T

I know its not my first time sitting for an exam but I dunno... exams are scary... Its more nerve-wrecking than driving Mr. Red for the first time or meeting new people.

2 Days Left

I'm cranky... *sigh*

I dunno what to feel anymore. You see, I'm currently feel very very nervous, scared, worried, anxious and terrify. I know. Those words are all the same XD

Anyway, I'm really really scared... T_T

People should ban exams *hohoho*

Airport

Today my Sis will be coming back from Kuala Lumpur~ Yeah!!! ^^

Everyone was super excited especially Mommy :D Sis will be arriving around 1.45 p.m but she was already nagging me to get ready at 10 a.m. XP

At the airport, Mommy and I sat on the benches while Daddy chat with someone (no idea who we was). As we were waiting, an old man came with a flight attendant pushing him on a wheelchair. They went to the bench that we were sitting and the old man asked the attendant to put him there. As he was about to sit down, two other women came along with wheelchairs and sat together with him. Mommy was like, "oh, there're a platoon of them" :P

As soon as the attendants left, those people stood up and walked! O_O I thought they were crippled... So they were actually too lazy to walk and pretended to be cripple hence got people to push them in a wheelchair O_O I'm amazed. Cool trick... Maybe I should try it next time XD

Truthfully, I don't think those people were that old. I think they were about 40-50 years old. They should execise more. My Grandpa is almost 80 years old and he still can run and take care of his vegetables farm and orchard :)

Scary

I wish everything would be over soon... . I can't stand it any longer! XC

I just finished watching some videos in Youtube and guess what? I really adored these people. Their videos are always worth watching and also is a good stress reliever ^^

Ahoy Mates~

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

I'm trying to restrain myself but I still can't seem to do it :<

Imagination

Imagine yourself in lets say 50 or 60 years from now. You are old, married, have children and your children also have children of their own.

Everything is pleasant except... your parents and siblings have died. You're the only one left.

How does it feel to be the only one living? Even though you have your own family now but the faces you grew up and familiar with has long gone...

I find this to be quite saddening T_T I know it would happen sooner or later and for some reasons I rather be the one to die first than watching my love ones leave me...

p/s : I got this weird imagination last night while reading my Islamic Civilization book :P

Melilea

My verdict, its not as good as I was hoping for. The moisturiser only gave my face a lot of acne and not a beautiful complexion. I used it for three days and after seeing those breakouts, I immediately stopped. I think I've been duped by the promoter. Melilea claimed it uses only organic stuff as ingredients but with some close inspections, they were putting paraben in their products. If paraben based products are used in a long time period, one can develop breast cancer. Another thing about paraben is that I just knew I have an allergic reaction to it O.o When I'm using the moisturiser, I feel like my face was burning and there were also some stinging sensation on my cheeks. I knew something was totally wrong so I checked their ingredients and there it was... paraben.

I guess Melilea skin care products aren't suitable for my skin. Hence, the search will be continued~ ^^

Rewind

A lot of strange things happened to me this year~ Some were totally nerve-wrecking but most of them were just plain stupid and was directed to me intentionally by brainless idiots.

Lets recap...

First - Senior Assistant Issue

I have a bit of misunderstanding with the Senior Assistant (but I don't regret it). She started it but she did apologise the next day but I seriously hate her so I totally ignored the forgiving stuff XD

Second - Almost Caught Up In An Accident

One word; DANGEROUS. I seriously need to be extra careful when driving ^^

Third - Road Rage

Its afternoon. Come on. Those idiots were asking to be knocked since they were walking in the middle of the road.

Forth - Robbery

I got robbed twice!!! Not one but twice!!! The kampong people are so poor and the only way they could get some fast cash is to steal. The funny thing was they even stole some buns from the neighbouring class :x I guess the Kampong Tabuan folks are poor and starving. I don't pity them though...

Over

Finally, Form 6 is over but its not done yet since STPM is just getting started *scared*

Today was touching but I'm not crying. I just feel like my burdens are getting heavier as it involve hope, dream, trust, promise, future and everything in between. A couple of teachers were putting some serious hope in me and its scary. I don't mean it in a bad way but its just that I'm worried if I can't live up to their hope and ended up disappointing them :/

It is approximately a week left and I don't feel any readiness in me *sigh~* This is totally like Form 5 :(

Hopefully I don't screw up in any papers >:)

Burst

STPM is getting nearer and nearer T_T and I can't stop but to feel some Form 5

deja-vu ><

Tomorrow I'll be attending my school Prize Giving Ceremony :) I'll be receiving two prizes and they are First-runner Up and the highest score for Business Studies.

I finally bought the Melilea moisturiser called Revitalizing Cream a couple of weeks ago and it was super expensive O.O I don't think I can afford buying the whole set since one tiny jar already cost me RM70!!!

Even though I bought it like ages ago, I haven't had the courage to open the seal yet. You see, I got quite scared when the promoter said acne gotta come bursting from my face since I didn't take their organic drink before using the cream. She said the acne will cease after a week or so depends on how much toxins I have in my body. After that, I gonna have fair and smooth complexion. Hopefully the cream live up to what she said because if it doesn't, I'm gonna throw the jar straight at her face when I see her next time >:(

...and I'll demand a refund!!!