Something to ponder about...

I hate it when people post unnecessary things on facebook, especially those that are aiming to defame someone. I mean, if you really have an issue with someone, why don't you say it straight to his/her face instead of complaining in facebook? It's silly I tell you. Another thing, I hate it when someone can't take 'no' for an answer. It really ticks me off. Just who do you think you are? A queen is it? Why should I listen to your every request? Maybe I should share my story to you guys....

It was around 6pm and I was an a bookstore browsing for books. Suddenly my phone rang...
Jodie: Hello?
Bitch: Hello, eh, where are you now? You've got your books already? I haven't la...The other two girls bought their already. How arr? Are you going to buy the books?
Jodie: I'm at a bookstore now, looking for books. I knew it already. Most probably.
Bitch: Eh? I can't hear you la...you wanna go ****** or not? Accompany me...
Jodie: I'm at a bookstore already la!
Bitch: Ya ka? Eh? You gonna buy arr? You wanna share or not? Got 3 books right? I buy one, you buy one, the other one we share.
Jodie: Don't want...
Bitch: Why?! Kan it's better like that. No need to waste money. If like that help me to buy books.
Jodie: Don't want. I don't know what kind of books you like. If I buy something you don't like, you'll get angry. You better go and buy yourself.
Bitch: But if you buy sure can be used one. Just buy la or you buy later, then I borrow from you.
Jodie: Don't want.
Bitch: Why you like this one?!
Jodie: I said I don't want. don't want la!
Bitch: Okla!
Jodie: *hung up*

When I returned to my room, I saw her facebook status. The things she wrote were terrible...I hate her.
P/s: there are other things that I didn't mention in this post. I guess it's better if I just keep them to myself ;)

Bliss

Knowing the person you like

having the same feeling as you

is the best feeling in the world. 

Without uttering cheesy phrases 

like 'I love you' or 'I miss you' 

but realizing he cares is even more meaningful. 

Okay, lets face it. I'm bad at poem hahaha XD

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I usually wonders how much suffering can a person handle (I'm referring to emotional & psychological pain here) before he says enough. I like to see how far I can push someone. I'm not mean nor do I enjoy doing this though...I'm just curious. Sometimes, I feel like I'm bullying this person too much but I do receive my end of the share every now and then. And to tell you the truth, it stings...to the max. *Sigh* I do feel guilty...and please don't take it too seriously. Half of the time, I don't really mean what I said :P 

One Step At A Time

So much emotions that sometimes I feel like my heart is going to burst. But, I don't dislike it though... ^_^

I Wish...

I had a great time "lepaking" with two of my coursemates yesterday. We talked about a lot of things and somehow, I felt closer with them. Honestly, I wish we could chat like this again, but there are only 2 semesters left and after that, everyone will go on their separate ways. I couldn't helped but to feel a bit sad. I think that the best time I ever had was during my university years. I met a lot people from all over the world and bonded with friends from every states in Malaysia. 

I know it sounds selfish but I really wish I can stay with everyone forever... ^^ 

Tokyo Shoyu

 I've been yearning to try instant ramen noodle for quite a while now. Therefore, on my recent grocery shopping trip, I bought some :) The instant ramen I bought is from a Japanese brand called Nissin and its flavour is 'Tokyo Shoyu.' I googled the word 'shoyu' and found out that it's actually mean soy sauce. The ramen tastes seriously good. Me likey :) 

Here are some photos of le noodle preparation :D

Lunch :)

:)

I wonder...

Should I go or should I not? Hmm...I thought it was supposed to be an all girls outing, but why did it suddenly become some couples outing? I don't want to be a spotlight ya know...

Mood: but why...? :(

Kyaaa!!!

I met him again!!! Fangirl alert!!!! OMG! OMG! I love his face! I never thought I gonna meet him again!!! OMG! OMG! All of this time I thought he was a student from another university XD OMG! OMG! I feel so excited!!! :D

You can read my first encounter with him here ^^

I met him on Sunday night. I went to have supper with my roommate at 3rd College's cafe. As I was enjoying my burger, a super beautiful guy walked passed our table. My eyes were immediately glued on him. Then suddenly, a 'Me Gusta' moment happened...he stopped and stood right in front of our table while having a conversation with his companion. I was like...

"Hmm...he looks familiar." Then suddenly, it hits me and I was like, 

YOU'RE THE DROP DEAD GORGEOUS DUDE I MET BEFORE!!!

My goodness! He was still pretty as ever *too bad about the height though...* but anyway, he looked like a doll ♥ The cafe's surrounding was quite dim but I could see that his face was as flawless as ever. I'm so envious.

Another thing, now I understood why my coursemate said he looked like Ah Gua. He does look feminine. Not sissy, but more like a Korean pop idol. I wonder if he swing that "way." He looks like he does though :P  If I was a guy, I don't mind being gay for that guy. He's so pretty that a straight guy can bend (and yes, that pun was intended :3).

The next day, I brought this guy up during a conversation with my coursemates and to my utter excitement, one of my coursemates knew that guy. I shall quote my coursemate:

"He is called "The Pretty Boy" in my college. When I was staying in the same floor as him last year, I saw him carrying a whole range of skincare products to shower and after he's done, he would always wear a t-shirt. I never see him exposing his upper body like other guys do after a shower."

Hmm...sounds suspicious, right? :3 His roommate/s are so lucky ^^

Roommate's Convocation

:)

Capital Offense

OMG! Why didn't I post anything for like several weeks?! :O I feel like I'm throwing part of my life history away for not jotting down anything :( Hmmm....better start scribbling now~ :)

So, I'm currently living my stressful university life again *tsk tsk* Every weekday is hectic but fun :) It's already the third week *YAY* and I can feel the pressure mounting... :(

A lot of things happened. Some were depressing while others were uplifting. On the first week I got muscle cramps all over my body and a mild sore throat, on the second week, I was struck by a terrible fever and this week, food poisoning T_T However, on the bright side, I have a new hairstyle ^^

There are times when I feel like I don't wanna leave Kuala Lumpur, and there are times when I feel like I want to leave Kuala Lumpur as soon as possible...

...

I change my blog layout again. Hmm...the semester break is almost over but it seems that I didn't update my blog as planned *sigh*

Ehehehe~

I just welcomed a new addition of my family~ ♥
Mood: Possessive

Super Sexy Dance Move XD

I'm so in l♥ve with this dance ^^ Its so obscene but I can't help but to rape the replay button to watch the video over and over again. The song was awesome as well even though I'm not a big fan of the artist. However, most of his music videos have the best choreograph I've ever seen  XD I wish I could see someone performing this dance in real life :D and if he did, I would seriously date him ;)


It wasn't love at first sight though...This first time I saw this dance, I was like

Examination Results

*Sigh~* I'm disappointed in myself. I passed all paper but the fact that I didn't get a lot of A's make me feel so devastated... Having so many 'B+' instead of big fat 'A' is a terrible feeling. I envy my coursemates who got a lot of A's. Its so nice not to be so active in college <---something impossible for me to do because if I got kick out of college, I have nowhere to go...

Therefore, my next semester resolution would be, "..." I haven't thought about it yet hahaha...lets just go with the flow ♥

Breakfast At Home

These were my first family breakfast after spending almost 5 months in Kuala Lumpur. Since it was a random shot, I didn't even bother to arrange everything nicely :P

Revamp# 3

I changed my layout again. Haha~ its not like I was beginning to get bored with my previous layout or anything but I just suddenly felt a sudden urge to change it :)

How I feel before I change my layout:

How I feel after I change it:

College Food

I was browsing some photos in my camera and I found these B) These are some of the food available in my residential college. 

Breakfast

Home cooked meal is the best. 

I ♥ home ^^

Happiness

I'm home~ ♥

The Morning of Gawai

I don't feel so good lately (for 4 days to be exact), so I went to the clinic to get myself checked. And guess what? The super generous doctor gave me a whole load of medication XD

p/s: I should start drinking milk again to boost my immune system :|

Gawai Eve

This is how I celebrated my Gawai Eve last night. Notes spread across my roommates' desks.

I wanted to eat barbecue chicken but I couldn't find any at my college, so the closest thing I can get my hand on was a canned tuna :)

Self Reflecting...

Starting from today, I officially have the room all to myself as all of my roommates had gone back to their respective hometown :D

Sitting alone for a few hours without anyone to talk to makes my mind ponder on a lot of things. I start to reflect upon my life and surrounding *sigh~*

I should stop procrastinating and begin to study soon XD

Committee Dinner

Hehehe...my first and last committee dinner. It was a great privilege being part of the crew :)

Theatre

 I first ever theatre and acting. Need I say more? XD

11th College Dinner

It is the biggest event in every colleges in UM. It is the event that took a year to prepare. It is the event where patience is pushed until its breaking point. It is the event that tested one's ability to lead and giving out orders successfully. And it is also the event that took 70% of my social life XD

The recent MAndeta was my second college dinner and I was given the responsibility of being the head of the registration bureau. Being the bureau head for the biggest event in college was daunting, I tell you >< There were so conflicts and heartache right until the actual day. I'm so through with MAndeta's dramas and next year I'm gonna be the guest instead of the committee :)

Anyway, its already over, so lets see some snapshots shall we? ^^

B-day

I was happy beyond words. Thank you to all my coursemates for the lovely birthday cake :) Even though it was a 3 person in 1 celebration XD, I still loved it~ ^^ Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, it was also our annual outing :D

Banana and chocolate cake ^^ 

The May Babies :)

From left: Sean, Aaron, Muthesh, Hui Ci, Me, Jessica, Daberah, Grace, Joanne, Celeste, Sharon and Shu Keng 

:(

I'm sick

Lol~

Lets not put too much hope into things that we aren't even sure ;)

Finally...

I said it ^^

Now, lets study...

Hmm...

Telling me things then brushing me away. You're not making any sense :|

For your information, I have no interest in your past nor present.

So, what say you?

A Trip to Penang

This was my first time venturing out from Kuala Lumpur and Selangor. The journey was very tiring but it was totally worth it. Universiti Sains Malaysia was very 10x beautiful compared to the old school Universiti Malaysia XD USM's surrounding was very luscious and everything looked scenic, but my UM is still better la hahaha...

I also saw an old friend while I was staying at USM's dormitory. She didn't notice me though. Anyway, you might be wondering, why did I go to Penang? Was it a holiday or a trip organised by the college? Well, it had something to do with dancing. USM organised an event called Malam Citra Bayu and invited public universities in the Peninsula to participate :) I didn't dance on that day; I was just the technical crew because I didn't have time to go for the practice. However, next year, I must dance! ^^

During one of the rehearsals in USM

UM got first place :)

Everything About The Eyes :)

Ever since my visit to the Eye Institute, I became very particular about my eyes, so today, I splurge on eye care products~ ♥

Stereotype Much?

Hmm...the moment you starts judging me, the moment I lost interest in what you're saying :/

Me Gusta~

I'm over the moon right now~ ^^

Eye Check-up

I always knew that I have some eye related problems, but whenever I went to the clinic, I will always ended up being given the same medication and it was a normal eye lubricant. However, after years of self speculations , I finally got my answer today and yes, I did have an eye related illness (I forgotten its name though...).

I went to the Tun Hussein Onn National Eye Hospital (THONEH) to get my eyes check, today. Well, all thanks to a senior who told me about the free eye test and invited me to tag along~ ^^ We went there quite early as the appointment was at 11.00am. My senior forgot to bring his bus card so we ended up walking from college to University Station (it was so far...D:) ...but it was a good workout though.

As soon as we arrived there, my senior gave the person who was in charge of making the appointment a call and when she saw us, she immediately presumed we were a couple! I was like...

Anyway, she asked us to wait at the waiting hall while she registered us. After awhile, she introduced me to my examiner and I was immediately whooshed away. In the examination cube, the examiner asked me about my background, family history etc. However, during this time, I can't help but noticed someone was giggling from the background. It was my examiner's supervisor. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, my examiner was an optometry student. The supervisor told him (my examiner) that he was treating me like a criminal from the way he was asking me questions XD

Supervisor: Thats not the way to ask a patient *giggling*
Examiner: Huh?
Supervisor: The way you asked her questions was like a police interrogating a suspect at a police station. You should always look at your patient when asking question and not writing as she speaks. By the way, you're probing too much on her family. Just ask some simple questions and you can already guess her family medical history *giggling*
Me: ...lol.
Examiner: okay...*smiling*

As we got into more eye examination procedures, we got to know each other and I find him to be a soothing person. He was also very gentle and liked to smile a lot. I find myself  drawn to him by his gentleness and in no time, I felt like I was with someone I knew for a very long time and I didn't feel as awkward as I did in the first time. However, his handwriting sucked :P

There was also a moment when he told me to look into his eyes and his supervisor suddenly burst into laughter when he heard it. His supervisor corrected him by saying he should say "look into the light."I lolled. XD

Oh yeah, there was something else I noticed. Male examiners tend to get female patients and vice versa for female examiners XP I think the examiners choose the sex of their patients...lol.

Back to the story, as I was being examined, he suddenly asked,

Examiner: Was that your boyfriend with you just now?
Me:

Examiner: Then who is he?
Me: He's in the same college as I am.
Examiner: Your friend?
Me: My senior from college.
Examiner: So, which college are you from?
Me: Elev...I'm from UM.
Examiner: What course?
Me: English.
Examiner: Oh, you're doing language.
Me: Yup :) And I am not DATING that guy!
Examiner: I thought you guys are a couple since you came together :P

Proceding to the next examination...

He inverted my eyelids. Super uncomfortable but he was very gentle :D He put some saline solution and  fluorescent colouring onto my eyes while telling me not to cry (I was not scared or anything but the thing stung my eyes pretty badly that I was about to cry XC) Being a nice guy, I guessed he saw I was in discomfort and gave me a tissue :) However, I did become teary and "cried" as he put too much saline solution in my left eye :P

My full eyes checkup took 3 hours and he examiner diagnosed me with a contact lens-related illness. Before I left, we talked a bit and he gave me his contact number and facebook email. He also helped me to clean my super fluorescent stained eyelid and his hand was gentle until the very end~^^

I'll definitely gonna miss him. I hope he will become a successful optometrist and hopefully someday, our paths might cross again ^^

Outing

A picture tells a thousand words :)

Porky Goodness :D

Argghh...!

Writing the introduction of an essay is the hardest thing ever... ><

Balm Review

 As mentioned in my previous post, my lips is terribly chapped. I still dunno what's really wrong with my lips therefore, the best thing that I can do and so far works, is to apply lip balm on a  regular basis to soothes the pain. I've been a great fan of Himalaya Herbals' lip balm for the past 2 years now, and I can say that it is the best lip balm I had so far. However, I am also eager to try out different brands so, yesterday I dropped by Burt's Bees' store to check out their lip balms (actually, I went there to check their shampoos and conditioners but, their prices were a bit off my budget so, I ended up buying their lip balm instead). SLS-free shampoos were expensive D: 

Okay, lets talk about the lip balm. Its called Burt's Bees Ultra Conditioning lip balm with Kokum Butter (such a long name) and its made from 100% natural ingredients. It has a nice lemony scent which is not too overpowering and comes in a typical lipstick packaging. However, I think the price is a bit pricey. So far, this is my most expensive lip balm but I have no regrets at all as it does delivers what it promised :) So double thumbs up for Burt's Bees~^^

Random Rant #3

I need to channel my stress level right so here goes:

• I'm being paranoid about somebody stabbing me with a knife.
• Being the bureau head is not an easy task. A very huge responsibility follows that title.
• I don't have any idea for my essay.
• My laptop is dying. 
• My lippie is not healing and been chapping pretty bad lately.
• I need a new hairstyle.
• I'm in dire need of a proper sleep.
• I wish this semester will end soon :)

A Dream

Recently I dreamt about being stabbed with a knife :( In that dream, I was walking towards a place a I don't remember and suddenly a guy thrust a knife at my left lower abdomen. I fell to the ground, back first. I felt the knife in me (but it didn't hurt) and I woke up from that dream O_O Scared mode: ON.

Currently I don't dare to venture out of the university alone and the worst part is that, I haven't buy my dinner dress yet!

I'm Back :)

Finally I'm back in Kuala Lumpur. I'm not really excited about it though. I mean, well...yeah I have my freedom since I'm practically all alone here, but something just ain't feel right :/ Since I'm all alone, I need to be independent in everything. This doesn't feel nice one bit! T_T No more balanced and nutritious meals, no more hot water, no more I have all the time in the world to read manga, and more importantly, I feel...lonely. I want to go home!!!

~^^

My laptop is alive and kickin' :D

Boyfriend

Hmm....don't need him at the moment. Jodie is lovin' her single life. I'm getting sick of people asking me to get a boyfriend :/ I mean, there must be more to life than getting a dude who gonna be all clingy, controlling my every movement and annoy the hell out of me by texting me every single hour.

Anyway, being in love is nice but at the moment, I'll pass :D

The image above perfectly illustrates my feeling when people ask me to get a boyfriend/People ask me to be their girlfriend...

Randomness

Hello~ as you guys might notice (even if you don't, I'm gonna tell you anyway...), I'm currently at my home :D ...and do you guys know why there are no photos? Well, its because I left my camera at university :(

I just found a cool song a while ago but I don't wanna share it hahaha~

Scumbag Internet

Why is it whenever I look up my symptoms in the internet, it will always point out to be cancer?! T_T

He's Dying D':

My laptop...*sob* *sob*...is currently sick, very sick. He is currently in critical condition and needs to use a life supporter to stay alive. Dad sent him to the hospital yesterday and the doctor said its a 50/50 chance that he'll survive and I should prepare for the worst. There's a big probability that he'll won't make it as his brain suffers from terrible concussion. The doctor also said he was extremely overworked.

I Love Him

Hehehe...ignore the title. Anyway, I feel like writing a very, very long today~ ^^ You see, I've been quite lazy for the past few days and I don't feel like updating my blog even though I think I seriously should. So, here we go...


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The Year of the Dragon

Gong Xi Fa Cai :)

Revamp #2

Hahahaha~! I'm back! :D 

I was supposed to update my blog regularly but because of my stupid university wifi was incredibly slow, I couldn't update it as often I wanted to. I do have a broadband, however, unlike streamyx, if I use it too much, the bandwidth will be exceeded and they will throttle my line :(

I was bored with my blog layout for quite some time but with the wifi problem back in university, I had to put that thought aside for awhile. But now I'm back at my home sweet home, I have all the time and fast internet connection I need to revamp my blog ;) So, what do you guys think?

It's a Cruel World Out There

It's true, right? Those who know how to suck up the right people will be successful in the future. 

Hmmm... that means I need to up my game as well... :(

:/

My weight has ballooned ever since Study Week started D:

I Can't Wait~

16 days to go :)

By the way, its the examination week but I still don't have any mood to study :(