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Well, nothing much happened today. I mean, I spent the whole day in front of the laptop and playing internet games.

Around noon, my aunt called asking could she borrow our internet to fill my cousin's form. Not long after they came, Daddy also arrived with Uncle.

Uncle gonna spend the night with us.

King Of Fruits

Today

I ate durian with Mommy just now ^^

At night, I went to my cousin's wedding. On the way to the venue, Daddy and I got lost XD Fortunately, we made it in time :D It was a special night for both Daddy and I because we got to meet our Singaporean relatives.

Overall, the wedding was kinda fun but the food was average though... :/

28th of December

Yesterday I didn't do anything in particular. Just surfing/browsing the net the whole day and play some online game.

In the evening, I went grocery shopping with Daddy at Stutong.

Airport

Today is the day that Sis goes back to Kuala Lumpur. Mommy woke up early to prepare breakfast.

Me on the other hand woke up late since last night I surfed the net till midnight :P After breakfast, all of us dressed up to get ready to send to the Airport.

There were a lot of people at the Airport. We saw Sis went to the the departure terminal and waved her goodbye before going back home.

At home, Mommy and I had durian for lunch :D After that, Mommy and I felt durian nausea XD

4 Days At Kampung

26th of December

Its the day we went back to Kuching. I was super excited to go back home. After lunch, my aunt sent us :)

Upon arriving, we saw Daddy's car in the car porch *strange* I thought Daddy was still at Bau. Anyway, I unpacked my bag and straight to the internet.

At night after dinner, my parents, Sis and I went shopping at Boulevard. When we got home, Sis started packing her stuff as she will going back to Kuala Lumpur.

25th of December

Its Christmas but it didn't felt like one as boredom struck in. By this time I was longing for the internet. Daddy on the other hand, went to his kampung at Bau.

At noon, Mommy, cousin and I along with yet another aunt went out. We accompanied my aunt to buy some groceries then went to her new house. After that, we went to a neighbouring house to pay a visit.

At night, my cousins, aunt and I went went to visit the next door neighbour a.k.a relatives. After we went back, I told Mommy I'm hungry and she prepared a curry rice for me. Later she prepared some squid rojak.

24th of December

Its a very busy day. Mommy went to the durian orchard with my cousins leaving me and Sis at home.

My aunts started to do the cleaning. Sis and fellow cousins helped them while me, didn't and there're three reasons. First, its laziness obviously. Second, I don't wanna play with any dust nor do I want to mingle with the icy mountain water as the previous day I was sick. Third, I think maybe its because of the medicine I took the previous night that makes me kinda drowsy and tired for no reason.

Anyway, I did helped as my aunt forced me :/

At night there was a feast of chicken, pork and catfish :) I took some photos with my cousins too. I slept that night with a very full belly.

Daddy came in the evening.

23rd of December

I'm not really excited about going back to kampung. If I was the one driving, I would go back later. Unfortunately, Daddy wouldn't allow me to drive as Mr. Red's tyres are worn.

Mommy, Sis and I went back earlier than Daddy. We were fetched by my aunt and uncle. In their vehicle, their youngest son drove me nuts. His level of annoyance was tremendously high ><

Upon arriving, Sis and I quickly went upstairs to make our beds (its mattresses actually). My aunt scolded us by saying we should help her in the kitchen rather than doing our mattresses first. Hmph...its easy for her to say since she reserved two mattresses earlier herself >:(

I'm also down with a flu hence, I have no intention of lending others a hand. My other aunt gave me her daughter's flu pill at night and after taking it, I felt very sleepy...Zzzz.

Cancelled

Today was supposed to be my facial day but it was cancel on the last minute due to lack of communication. A friend of mine was the one who hooked me and another friend for the facial treatment.

She called on the last minute saying it was cancelled while I was already dressed up and was ready to get going :/

I got mad and scolded her T_T After a few hours, I reflected on my behavior and I think I should apologise to her. Its not her fault and everything that had happened was beyond her control.

Since the facial was cancelled, my other friend and I went to The Spring instead and I ended up buying another top.

Danger

I went to Stutong with Mommy in the morning to accompany her to buy some groceries. On our way home, a white car came dangerously close to Mr. Red which scared Mommy :S

At noon, I went there again but this time with Sis. On the way to our destination, at the roundabout to be precise, a stupid blue car honked me :( I think he honked me...or someone else. Oh well, people should be more patient towards new drivers though :/

At Stutong, we bought a pair of flip flops each.

Walnut Cracker

Its better to let go than to hold on to something thats not worth holding on...

I wanna eat durian :D

Tarts

People said that your home is the safest place to be in but to me, well...I dunno O_O

Whatever, things happened for a reason :P

Its really difficult to find a part time job with a good pay I mean :/ The vacancy is always full :(

Again ^^

I went to The Spring again but today, I went with Daddy (and Sis) ^^ It was crowded as usual and I met my former classmate.

We went there so fun (meaning we don't buy anything in particular) but did ended up buying stuff XD Sis and I bought some clothes while Daddy bought a bottle :)

European

Swedish guys are hot :)

Fun & Pain

Today

My left calf is killing me. It hurts since yesterday but today it just gone from bad to worst. I think maybe I was pushing myself too hard yesterday (I was walking non-stop).

Yesterday

My cousins, Sis and I went to The Spring after had lunch at my aunt's place. On the way to the mall, we nearly caught up in an accident (black Toyota Hilux incident #3). I was the one who was behind the wheel and after the incident, my hands were shaking. I was terrified >< Sis and cousins were scared too.

Upon arriving at the mall, we walked, bought some stuff and took a couple of pictures before going back. We then went to Stutong and had some drinks. Later, I sent my cousins and fetched Mommy and we went back home together.

New Face

I've change my blog skin :)

I'm bored of the old one and since I have so much time today, I thought of re-inventing my blog :D

I Like...

Holiday is out and its time to partay!!! :D I can do whatever I want and there's no rule or regulation to abide me anymore *evil grin*

These are some things I like at the moment :P

Lets see, nails. I want my nails to look like this :) So pretty :D

I want to do something about my hair. I wanna dye it but then again, I haven't thought about the colour or what style I wanna go for... .

Bikini. I dunno when I gonna wear them but I think I should have one ^^ Purple or orange ones just look oh so hot :D

Being thin. I'm already thin but I want to be thinner. I love those runway models' figures especially Victoria Secrets' models. I think super skinny is hawt :>

Moisturiser. I think Melilea Revitalizing Cream is not as bad as I thought before. I mean, it does moisturise my face and after a few days, I do noticed my face look smoother and fairer. The down side is that this cream is "heavy" and your face will feel very greasy upon application. It doesn't end there because the greasiness will continue for hours. I also dislike the strong floral smell. Sometimes I'm totally choked by the smell x_x This product is probably more suitable for those with dry skin. After I finish the jar, I'm gonna be adventurous and try a few products I have in mind ^^

Make ups. Hmm... I dunno why but I'm not really obsessed like I used to about make ups anymore. I think having a couple of lipsticks shades, a lip gloss, foundation and a compact powder will do the trick at the moment. I'll try to upgrade my make ups after I get over my skin care obsession :P

I like Russian names. I like the spelling and the way you pronouns it. I particularly like the name Ilya. Hopefully someday I'll meet a gorgeous Russian guy with that name XP

2 Days Ago Cum Today

Today

I wanna go out but Sis said she wanna take a rest today :/

Anyway, I miss blogging so much. Ever since STPM started, my whole world turn dark and scary. Never a day I feel carefree nor happy as I can only experienced anxiety. In my mind there will always linger thoughts of "can I score my papers?", "what if I fail a certain subject?", "did I wrote the correct answers?", "will I able to go to a university?", "will the markers understand what I've wrote?" and "what will I do if I didn't exceed my parents, teachers and my own expectation?".

I suffered a lot of emotional breakdowns during my History paper 1. Its all happened because I was careless. I didn't read the whole questions and ended up answering one of the hardest questions whereas the easiest question was just below a couple of paragraphs. I spent a week of weeping. I mean, I cried while studying for other subjects, while eating, bathing and even watching tv while eating a certain fruit which I can't recall with Mommy. Everything was so messed up. Eventually I got over it but I do admit I'm still worried about the outcome.

Sunday

Time to relax and replenish~ :>

Saturday

My parents, Sis and I went grocery shopping in the morning. Vegetables were expensive during the rainy season so Daddy and Mommy opted buying only the necessities. After the shopping, Daddy tapau Kolo Mee and we had it for breakfast at home :)

Around noon after lunch, we went strolling at E-Mart. Sis bought a towel. Me, nothing XD Daddy said its way to early to buy my university stuff yet. We met our aunt and cousin too. Its been ages since we last saw them (I mean me. I don't even recognised them... ><). After E-Mart, we went to Sunday (a.k.a Saturday) Market. Daddy went searching for crabs but couldn't find any good ones hence, ended up buying cockles instead. My Sis and I on the other hand went to an Apam Balik stall to buy what else? Apam Balik of course ^^ We couldn't find the regular size apam so we just went for the small one. After Sis placed our order, I spotted the regular Apam's stall a few yards away. I told Sis to cancel our order. Sis didn't dare so I had to tell the hawker myself. After we left, a boy (I think he's related to the hawker) jeered and make fun of me >:(

Hmph... I never buy their Apam Balik again >:(

1st Day Of Freedom

I dunno why but I don't have this free as a bird feeling even though I finished my examination yesterday. Deep down in my heart, I feel worried and anxious ><

Since the scary ordeal is over, I really need to think what I'm gonna do during the upcoming 5 long months holiday. Lets see, I'm planning to get a job :) I don't care what job it is as long as it pays me good :D

Today, Mommy, me and Sis went to my aunt's house for lunch. (actually our real intention was to fetch some unripe mangoes from her lawn). Unfortunately, it rained so we cancel our plan :(

Over The Moon~

I'm so happy right now~ ^^ Finally...after 3 weeks of sweats and tears...its over!!! :D STPM sure lives up to its name by being the most difficult examination ever :S