The Irony...

Sunday

I hate going to work. There's nothing nice about standing all day long. The employers were very sarcastic and mean. I want to quit but I need money so I can't T_T

Saturday

I went shopping to Boulevard with my parents. Its the end of the month but there were not much people around and we managed to get a good parking spot too (usually we don't and had to park very far). I thought about buying a lot of stuff and ended up empty handed as usual. Anyway, I was left by my parents to shop alone and when I came down to join them guess what? they've already done shopping and forgot to buy my stuff >:O I was very angry. I didn't talk to them for the rest of the night. Hmph!

Hehe~

I'm still on cloud nine *giggle* I still can't get over this happiness. Ahhh~ everything is wonderful.

Tomorrow is my off day and its shopping time!!! :D

Fruit Of Labour

Words can't describe how happy I am today. Its like I'm on top of the world. My prayer have been answered ^^ My hard work have paid off. Everything was worth it :) I couldn't ask for more.

My STPM result came out today and guess what? I did extremely well :D I couldn't believe it was my own result. I was like, is this really mine? It was totally surreal... .

I don't regret going for Form 6. I think it was one of the best choices I've made in life. 1 1/2 years of sweats and tears... . I still remember how I cried when I knew my application for matriculation was rejected. I felt really miserable and hopeless but soon afterward, I received news that I'm accepted to Form 6. At first I hesitated because I heard rumours saying Form 6 is very hard and the chances of passing is quite slim but I took my chances and here I am now, savouring every drop of my sweet labour :)

There's only one destination left now and that is university :D

Scared

Today was a very long day. I kept on looking at my watch to see how many hours left before I can go back home.

My head feels like it gonna explode and my heart is racing whenever I think about it... Tomorrow is the big day.

Anger

Everyone was getting on my nerve today *sigh~*

It seems like everyone was on my bad side *double sighs*

...or is it just me? *triple sighs*

He's Alive! :D

I'm absent again today *hohoho~* I didn't do it on purpose though :D Mr. Red is not feeling well and besides, Daddy went to work at 7 a.m. and if he did gave me a lift, I can't imagine waiting for 2 1/2 hours for the shop to open XS

Oh yeah, around noon, the mechanics arrived to repair Mr. Red :) They took Mr. Red's faulty part a.k.a organ and installed a second hand (but in good condition) part to him. After a few twist and turns, Mr. Red is alive and kicking again ^^

Poor Mr. Red... I'm sorry we couldn't afford to buy you a brand new part as it is very expensive and is equivalent to my 2 months wages as a part timer D':

I've been doing nothing but eating today. After lunch, I had ice-cream, peanuts, a fruit which look like langsat but is not a langsat and a couple of bananas. Around 4 p.m. I had lemonade. At night after dinner, I repeat the same cycle again. In the end which is right now, my tummy hurt :< I think I overeat :P

Tomorrow I'm going to work *ugghh...* =.='

Hmph!

I'm working today =.=' Since Mr. Red is still unconscious, Daddy sent me to work. The tauke arrived very late and the shop open around 10 a.m. (they're late by 30 minutes).

My section was in terrible condition. I was absent for 2 days and my place was so untidy :O I spent around 2 hours to tidy up everything >:(

I seriously don't feel like working anymore... :<

Bored

Today is my off day a.k.a the continuation of yesterday's rest day :)

Its Saturday which means I should go somewhere, right? On the contrary, I didn't since Mr. Red is still sick. Poor guy...

Hence, All of my plans were canceled. I'm kinda disappointed right now but hey, there's always next time...

Absent

Hohoho~ I'm not working today :) I'm absent with a reason; Mr. Red is still --> x_x

Spent the whole day in front of the computer ^^

Ahh~ I love today.

The truth is, I'm tired of going to work. In fact, I wanna quit but the neighbouring shops wouldn't take me in :/ Always giving me silly reasons >:(

I wanna go back to school! I want to study again!! Working doesn't suit me :(

Death

It was like any other morning I had but with a major twist. You see, Mr. Red collapsed right in the middle on the road! :O I was using gear 2 when I noticed Mr. Red getting slower and slower then he just stopped :< I tried to revive Mr. Red but he just wouldn't wake up T_T A good Samaritan came out from his house and tried to help me (thank you!!!). Even though he can't do much but at least he did lend some hand :) I had to leave Mr. Red and ran home to call Daddy at his office.

About an hour later, Daddy and his colleague came and pulled the unconscious Mr. Red with the help of Mr. White. Mr. Red returned home safely. We had to leave Mr. Red as Daddy had to send me to work. I was an hour and a half late :/

Poor Mr. Red. Daddy said maybe Mr. Red had a stroke attack this morning :P I think Mr. Red is very, very sick. He was standing in the hot sun and the cold rain everyday without any shade put on top of him. Besides, Daddy didn't send him for a full service for years :/

Work!

I'm so not in the mood to go to work today =.= I was in a foul mood for the rest of the day. Not to mention, I was also being mean towards the customers. I got annoyed and angry when they started asking me questions like I'm the shop's owner O_O

There was this kid (a boy). He was quite adorable and was asking me questions about ultraman :-

Kid : Tok Ultraman nak? *pointing at a bag with ultraman picture*
Me : ... *looking at him with a blank expression*
Kid : Umm... Ultraman?
Me : ...
Kid : Ultraman...
Me : ...

My mood started to take a turn at night :) I received angpow from one of the tauke and it really made my day ^^

Wishlist

I've been working for a month and a half now and these are the things I would love to own by using my hard earned cash :D

The Things I Need The Most (...I think)
1. A new flip-flop.
I saw a nice pair yesterday at The Spring but even up didn't buy it as my conscience (as usual) stopped me :P

2. A scrub and a toner.
Both are from the same brand. I thought they would be super expensive but guess what? They're quite reasonable (but I'm not saying they're cheap). Yesterday I saw they were on sale which is good :) I probably buy them around this week.

3. A new fragrant.
I did went browsing to a particular store and the shop assistant was kind enough to give a few samples for me to try on. I think I might buy a bottle at the end of this month ^^

The Things I Want :D
1. My own laptop.
I really, really want one but I don't think I can afford one with my own money yet.

2. A gold ankle bracelet.
I just have to have one ^^ I don't think I really need it though but I do want one XD

3. A new spectacle.
Ohh, ohh~ I really need this. I've been saving up money just to buy my dream spectacle that I saw in the glass shelf last year. It was the prettiest thing I ever seen and I knew I must have it ^^ What about contacts? Hmm... maybe someday, but right now, I'm against any foreign objects in my eyes :P

4. A makeover.
I really need one. I mean, I need to strip this secondary girl look away. I don't mean that I hate the way I look now but I just want to look a bit refined I guess :)

Boom Boom Pow!

Today

Everyone is resting. I want to go out but too lazy to drive. Besides, nobody wants to accompany me. Mommy and Daddy are tired (tired of doing nothing but sleeping XP).

Tuesday

Daddy and I went visiting our next door neighbour. Then, we went to this house somewhere I dunno just to find that the owner have moved out 10 years ago ><

After that, we went home and around 5 p.m., Mommy and I went to The Spring. I bought a new hoodie :)

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Monday

Its Chinese New Year and its my rest day!!! :D

Saturday

The shop gonna close early today. I'm excited because I've been waiting for this for the whole week. I'm worn out and really in need of a break. The tauke prepared a special lunch for us. It was nice but since I'm one of the latest to arrive, I was left in leftovers as the other have already took the good parts.

Friday

Phew~ Thank God, I did turn off the air-con :) Chinese New Year is just around the corner and the shop is getting busier. We, the assistants were working like dogs to assist the customers. The shop open very early in the morning and close very late at night. It was so tiring.

Air Con

Today was hectic. It had been a busy day for the shop.

I'm kinda worried. I didn't remember whether I did or did not turn off the air conditioner switch just now. If I didn't, I'm gonna get a big scolding from the tauke tomorrow :(

Bonus

Yahoo!!! I received my New Year bonus today :) Even though its not much but its better than nothing ^^

Nothing heart breaking happened today. Not really though. I did get a tiny scolding from the ugly supervisor XD She don't even smile to anyone and she looks like an auntie in her mid-30's even though her real age is around 20's.

Arghhh!!!

Everything is so unpredictable. The shop I asked for vacancy might or might not accept me because I'm a former employee to be of their "rival" shop :/

Today I got "scolded" again. Well, it was indirectly though. The tauke used other people to scold me. You see, I was busy arranging new stocks on the rack and neglected the customers. The tauke saw this and told her son to tell me to look after the customers. Hence, I had to leave the stocks.

There's this thing I don't quite get. When I'm at the clothes department, I got scolded because I was looking after the customers and neglected the arranging duty. The tauke don't like to see any employees standing like pillars. They want everyone to be busy arranging anything that needs to be restocked or untidy while in the shoes department, the tauke prefer their employees to be "pillars" and neglect the arranging stuff. I just got scolded because I was restocking :/

The working world is very confusing.

I also noticed my colleagues being meaner and meaner towards me. I dunno why but I feel like they were talking behind my back because when they look at me from afar, I get this unfriendly look from them. Hmm... I guess I'm on my own now.

Resign

I don't care anymore. I hate this game. Everyday the hatred grew and today it almost rupture.

I got scolded again today. I'm having a fever and don't wanna take an overtime so I approached the tauke to have his permission to go back early. Guess what he did? He won't let me. Looking at me with an angry eyes, he told me to ask another tauke.

*Sigh* I must resign...

Sigh

Sunday

I brought along a book today :) It gonna be my new companion from now onwards. Today I decided to make a new resolution. I'm not gonna quit. I'm staying and will persevere until the end. If I quit, that means I'm admitting defeat. So, let the love/hate game begin!

Saturday

It was a very hectic day. I don't get enough rest and had to stand all day. The tauke was a nuisance. She kept giving me this sarcastic look every now and then. There was a moment I broke into tears when thinking about miserable my current situation is. I felt like both colleagues and employers were against me and I'm all alone. Its lonely... . I kept telling myself that everything will be alright and tried to ignore my surrounding.

Everything was really unbearable. I'm so gonna quit at the end of this month.

Today

Since I'm not really in good terms which the tauke(s), I've been avoiding any of them since morning. I don't feel like smiling to them anymore...

Oh yeah, I need a new flip-flop for work. My current flip-flop needs to retire by now as it getting worn and thinning at the sole.

Thursday

I felt sick. I kept feeling this vomiting sensation since I woke up. Mommy gave me some medicine and said I'm being so worked-up about the whole matter and it began affecting me psychologically. Maybe it did...

At night after dinner, I went to search for vacancies but after seeing me dressed in uniform and a part-timer, I don't think the shop would offer me any job :/ Oh well, I should get use to rejection...

Wednesday

Its my off day :D I'm very happy since I don't have to see the tauke(s) faces for a day.

Tuesday

I went to the tauke and told him I want to go back at my old department. The tauke disagree but after much persuasion, he finally agreed but with a sarcastic voice, he said I should quit.

Back at my old department, my old colleagues told me the real person who asked for my transferred was none other than this another tauke we called "auntie". They told me saying maybe auntie dislike me always hanging out with this colleague. She told the other tauke to arrange my transfer :/

I was in dismay. I felt even sadder. The feeling of belonging to the shoes department was totally vanished. I want to resign...

Monday

I worst nightmare came true. I did get transferred to the clothes department permanently D': I don't like it. I really hated it. The tauke(s) who manage the clothes department were very mean to me especially this particular tauke. I got scolded by him T_T

I was crying quietly at a corner for the rest of the night. I hid myself from everyone especially the tauke(s). I don't wanna do my work anymore. I just wanna go back. Not long after that, a guy called out my name and asked me to go downstair. Another tauke told me to go back early ^^ Yippie!

I reached home crying though...