Today

Since I'm not really in good terms which the tauke(s), I've been avoiding any of them since morning. I don't feel like smiling to them anymore...

Oh yeah, I need a new flip-flop for work. My current flip-flop needs to retire by now as it getting worn and thinning at the sole.

Thursday

I felt sick. I kept feeling this vomiting sensation since I woke up. Mommy gave me some medicine and said I'm being so worked-up about the whole matter and it began affecting me psychologically. Maybe it did...

At night after dinner, I went to search for vacancies but after seeing me dressed in uniform and a part-timer, I don't think the shop would offer me any job :/ Oh well, I should get use to rejection...

Wednesday

Its my off day :D I'm very happy since I don't have to see the tauke(s) faces for a day.

Tuesday

I went to the tauke and told him I want to go back at my old department. The tauke disagree but after much persuasion, he finally agreed but with a sarcastic voice, he said I should quit.

Back at my old department, my old colleagues told me the real person who asked for my transferred was none other than this another tauke we called "auntie". They told me saying maybe auntie dislike me always hanging out with this colleague. She told the other tauke to arrange my transfer :/

I was in dismay. I felt even sadder. The feeling of belonging to the shoes department was totally vanished. I want to resign...

Monday

I worst nightmare came true. I did get transferred to the clothes department permanently D': I don't like it. I really hated it. The tauke(s) who manage the clothes department were very mean to me especially this particular tauke. I got scolded by him T_T

I was crying quietly at a corner for the rest of the night. I hid myself from everyone especially the tauke(s). I don't wanna do my work anymore. I just wanna go back. Not long after that, a guy called out my name and asked me to go downstair. Another tauke told me to go back early ^^ Yippie!

I reached home crying though...