I Survived

I suppose to post something here, everyday, but I'm just too lazy to do that unfortunately XD

Today, I feel like talking about survival. Survival is a meaningful word in my dictionary. Every stages of my life have been rocky and full of hardship. The word "smooth sailing" is seldom; almost never happen to me :P If smooth sailing does occur, then, something really bad gonna happen one way or another XD

Anyway, I'm seriously sucked at Methodology class. In fact, I think I got the lowest marks among my peers. There was a time when I think I'm gonna fail this course for sure :( It was really difficult for me. I mean, my grammar sucks and my sentences in my research paper seem hanging and were all over the place. I was like, "I'm so dead." I dreaded this class and had a very hard time trying to catch up with my peers. They were really good in English. So good, when compared with me, I'm totally out of their circle *crying hysterically*

At the last week of the semester, each of us will present our research paper and only God knows how petrify I was about it. Its not like I was scared of public speaking or anything. Its just that knowing I'm the weakness student in this class makes all my confident goes down my drain. I was the second last to present. It was nerve-wrecking but I did it. After all student have presented their papers, we went to the lecturer's office to see our our grades and guess what? I scored a high marks for presentation and did quite well for the research paper :D So overall, I survived! ^^